I am a friend and lover of God. I follow the way of Jesus, but do not consider myself Christian.  I am a recovering alcoholic/addict (“a person in long term recovery” is one way I say it now).  Far from having arrived, I am still on the Way knowing that God is the faithful One in this relationship.  I hunger for for mercy, justice, and healing, for more restoration and compassion.  My Mission is to “grow spiritually and help others to do the same…for it is the meaning of life (Leo Tolstoy).”

I am faith-filled but still dance delicately on the edges of doubt. I am passionate and pragmatic; mystical and rational.  I love the mountains, my dog, wild hope, reckless abandon, coffee and being Velveteen Rabbit real.  

I was a ‘pained soul’ but now thanks to God I’m a painted soul living deeply, soulfully, simply and contemplatively. In August 1985, God revealed himself to me in such a holy and powerful way that I surrendered all to Divine Love. I’ve called myself Protestant, evangelical, ecumenical, Catholic, and None of the Above (and feel comfy with all and none of those ‘titles’). At the very heart of those words – with no cultural, religious, or political entrapment – I am indeed and in some way all of them: a rebel; a bearer of good news; a seeker of unity; universal; and not one to be boxed in. I am grateful for all these experiences that allow me to feel deeply and safely at home with God in ritual and liturgy, in spontaneity and irreverence, in an AA meeting or on a mountainside monastery. ‘

Daddy & Juno

From August 2008 until now, I have resided close to the Blue Ridge Mountains, part of the time in southwestern Virginia, and also West Virginia and the Shenandoah Valley; and currently in Lynchburg, Virginia.  I have spent years nestled surrounded by the Blue Ridge Mountains of Virginia.  I have been blessed to call Washington, DC home (for almost 18 years).  I have also been blessed to live in Hawai’i, New England, Philadelphia, the Midwest, and even NYC.  

Over the last 30 years my life’s work – both my jobs and my Mission – have been a patchwork quilt of being with the addicted, the homeless, people living with HIV/AIDS, and those on the margins. I’ve been a counselor, a trainer, a manager, a CEO, a friend and hopefully a servant. Thrown into that mix for good measure are quite a few years as a consultant (whatever that means) doing human service training, nonprofit management, social enterprise, community building and development and even a short spell in the ‘Dot Com’ craze. All of this, whether tent-maker or not, has been because of a hunger to ‘flesh out’ God’s love in the world and in me and to do “good work by doing good.”  I have also spent many years working and advocating for addiction recovery and healing. 

The real deal is I love God, Juno, coffee, Music, movement and the mountains. I love writing, all of it, from nonfiction to poetry. I love the crazed, the confused, and all who are on a conscious, intentional journey. I love darkness and light. I’m into crazy Love, messy Grace, lavish Mercy, and abundant Beauty.  I love body art (I have some). I dig Dorothy Day and the Catholic Workers, all miracle workers, poets, and all artists.  I like the friends of Bill W., Monastics and Contemplatives, and the simple, the earthy, the sacred and the profane. I love my family (by blood & spirit) and my friends. I love the Silence of empty churches. I love being and growing “in the Rooms.”  I love fellowship around the Table. I dig the Spirit’s movement.  I am playfully irreverent.

I am called to comfort the disturbed & disturb the comfortable. I am most at home (and “AtOne”) when I am with God and Juno in the mountains.



3 thoughts on “who.Is.

  1. Everytime I read your posts, Nile, I am deeply touched! Thank you for all the ways you share God’s love! You are a beautiful person!


  2. I hope you are recovering seamlessly Niles. I so enjoy reading your posts. You have moved me many times and I am grateful that you are still on this wacky planet of ours…God Bless!


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